My Name is Siti Syafawati..
Or REdsuMMer..haha..
Well, Im 18..
schling in ITe COLlege EAst
Taking Higher Nitec in
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FYI, I'm Still Single MIngle
n I'm also a PIsces..
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Another year has gone by.. Labels: strange writtings
i hav gone gone through so much..
but yet it seem like yesterday my heart was being broken by..
this year was filled fill with making lots of new friends..
and being in new environment all over again..
even though i didnt found tat special someone in 2007
or have any dates for that matter
i still enjoyed tat yr..
because friends and family members
had fill my sorrows with joyfulness
and i finally feel alive once again..
but when i realised tat 2007 was over..
i got mixed feeling about it...
redsummer's bleeding @ 6:24 PM |
Meet Up with Besti ♥ Cuzzie.. Labels: juz blogging
She ask me out to VIvo City to watch a MOvie..
the MovIe is Called Darjeeling Limited..
The movie was artsy..but it was funny as well..
its about three brothers who is on a spritual journey..bla bla bla..
i guess u need to watch it n make ur own comment on it..
the movie is pretty good in a sence that when the movie ended i still wana know what happens next?..
aftr the movie we had dinner at Burger King..
n meet up with my 1st sister there too..
after tat we chill a little n went on home lor..haha
tats all..
here's another countdown picture i found from my cuzzies fren Frenster..
its abit blurry la..haizz..cuz i cant use the picture uploader in blogger..
freak..
but nvm..there is a pic of it in frenster anyway..haha
toddles...
sch is opening soon..
haizzzz
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:58 PM |
Thursday, January 3, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Labels: memories
Had Fun On the 1st day of 2008..
Went Countdown with 3 of my sch mates n My besti ♥ CuzZie N her Frenz..
Countdown at Fort Canning..
its been a long time since i hang out wif my besti cuzZie..
n tat day aftr the countdown we all went back at 6 plus am.
and at abt 4 plus my cuzZie ask me out to watch mOvie together..but instead we ended up Chilling till lik 1 plus in the morning..
haha...
bring back old memories of us going out together..
missed that..
Let's Do it again soon K Cuzzie ♥...
well..
HAve A GOod Year PpL...
Lots of LOve N HUggies to aLL...
Toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:06 PM |
Sunday, December 30, 2007
MY MOM WAS SO SWEET TODAY!! Labels: i miss my mom
i was so touched by her juz now..
hehe...remember i said the othr day my mom msg me n ask wen i wana come hm n tat if i miss the hammies anot..i guess it was juz an excuse..she actuali misses me..
i plan to come hm today..but my crazy cuz ask me if im gona slp over my grand ma hse again..
i couldnt make up my mind so i called my mom..n said mom should i go home or slp grandma hse again? den she keep quite..den i ask again..den her voice lik angry n say if u wana go go la juz call me wen u reach ther...den i call my sis to ask the same thing..den my sis say juz slp la..den i say i dun knw ah mak lik dun wan me to slp thr..den i say maybe she miss me..den my sis say yah i oso think so...cuz b4 u kol me mak say to the hammies tat you dun wan to come home...so sweet rite my mom..
when i juz reach cck my grandma's place.. she called n ask where am i...den i say i juz reach la..y ? n i say if she wan me to go home i will..den she say u wana slp nenek hse juz go la i onli worry cuz there abit creppy n isolated at nite...den she say take the bus dun walk there den i say ok den i say mak u miss me issit? den she say take the bus..den i say mak u miss me issit? den she say take the bus..den i say mak ..U MISS ME RITE..den she say AHAH den her voice lik abit sad den start saying take the bus ok..den i say okok..
So sweet rite...♥ LOVE U LOTS MOM ♥
tat the sweetest thing i ever got from my mom...
HUGS N KISSIES..
toddles..
♥ i MIss MY MOMMY...
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:14 AM |
Saturday, December 29, 2007
SLEEP OVER AT MYRA ♥ , HANA ♥ , ZIZI ♥ CRIB.. Labels: slpovr at nenek hse
haha..
im slping at every cuzzies place siak..haha
not every la..left one cuzzies place..
haha..
yesterday..my mom is so cute..
she msg me..when r u coming hm? dun u miss ur hamsters? haha
tats wat she said..cute rite..
i went hm juz to packed my stuff to sleepovr their place..hehe..
but im going out later go esplanade wif gf n i ask aisyah along as she is wrking in orchard..
its near so wat the hey..the more the merrier..rite?
haha..i juz chated wif my older besti cuzzie ♥ ...crazy cuzzie ♥ is also my besti cuzzie..
well,anyways..i ask her where she is going for countdwn...n i ask if i cld go along as me n my frens hav freaked up plans i i reali wana wear tat dress n reali enjoy this yr's countdwn..i wana hav a great end to tis yr.. 1st i reali looking forward to the coundwn wif my ite frens n aisyah of course..but they all seems to hav doubt abt it now...giving all sorts of excuses...n im sick n tired of it...onli one of them who reali confrim she is going..it cannot be juz me n her going to ton rite.boring sia...so might as well i follow my cuz n hang out wif her n her frens...ritye?
i knw its bad but they did the same too mah..so watever la eh..mls ah nak argue agi...see wat happens je la tat day...freak sia..
hiaz...
hope i will hav a great time n enjoy myself on the 31st dec..
CHEERS!!
♥ Toddles.. :P HAPPY HOLIDAYS
HAPPY 2008 inadvance...cuz i dun tink i'll be log in after tis..
Lots of ♥ ♥ ♥
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:28 PM |
Friday, December 28, 2007
I AM 36% Weirdo and proud of it... Labels: juz nonscence
but i dun kwn why i am..haha
(juz taken the test, are you a weirdo? hahaha..results below)
You're a little weird, but you'd be even weirder if you didn't have a few quirks.
You are just strange enough to know it, but nobody else seems to notice your weirdness.
That's because, deep down, everyone is a little freaky!
(Yes! i agree..everyone has a little freakyness about them..NO one is perfect rite?!
so if u think ur perfect n ur not a freak in any ways...den i tink u reali are a freakozoid..FREAK u "PerFect" People...haha...FReakOmaNIa...)
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:01 PM |
Labels: juz blogging nonscences
You Are 72% Abnormal
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
redsummer's bleeding @ 3:20 PM |
Still at crazy cuzzie's place.. Labels: juz blogging
bored...
juz eaten..n quit full now..haha
suppose to mit ct today..but i tink its not gona happen...she's lazy to go out..
actually me tooo...haha
hisham wana hand out...but kinda lazy to meet him...haha...
cuz i nvr know wat to talk abt reali..haha
i rather meet up wif aisyah n go shopping..tat i won't be lazy to do...haha...
but i need to get out of here 1st change n go out..haha..
maybe i'll call aisyah n ask wat time she finish wrk today..haha...
BORING LA!!!
anywayz..
me n fyqa slept at abt 3 am..
we played poker all night...hehe..
tats all..den she fell aslp den its my turn..
MY new CRAZE...
♥ FACEBOOK ♥
most of the application is SO CUTE...
i stumble upon tis application HAIKOO ZOO...
u can adopt a pet...
i adopted a tiger-kitty..haha..
its so cute..u could pet it, cuddle it, feed it,nap it,scold it..
wat ever u do it will respon to u n show its mood..so cute...
now my pet is holding hearts..so adorable..
there is alot of fun stuff there..
i tink its better than frenster..hahaha...
you should sign up too its free..
if u already hav face book add me k..haha..
♥ toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:01 PM |
Labels: juz blogging
♥♥♥
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:41 AM |
SLEEP OVER AT CRAZY CUZZIE's PLACE
aka cuzzie fyqa ♥
i didn't plan to slp ovr actuali...haha..
but her mom said its late might as well i slp ovr rite..so here i am...hehe...
so long i nvr slp ovr any of my cuzzie's place...
if not during holidays i alwys slp at either one of my cuzzie's hses..haha...
Luckly her hse n my hse near...so i guess im gona go hm in the same clothes n not bath...haha,maybe la..
Guess wat im so excited to wear the blue dorthy perkins dress n the respond for going countdwn together is no good...
some of them not going becuz they r wrking..some bcuz they dun lik crowds..n sume bcuz the othr not going they oso dun wana go..
freak sia...we plan tis lik way back everyone mostly everyone said they wana go..n now most r not going..wat the hey..
n for the 1st time..some of my old frens ask me go countdwn wif them..n i said can but i'll be wif my other frens..cuz i plan wif them 1st...den now.im not sure if we're my ite frens gona go countdwn together anot...i need to find a new bunch of peeps to countdwn wif me a.s.a.p ...
freaking mad sia..
watever la eh..watever..
i dun wana use the FOUR letter wrd..so im juz gona use FREAK!!
haizz..
wat a boring note to end my FREAKING year with...
haiz..
HATE!!
FREAk!!
CRUSE!!
OHH SHUT UP FReAK!!
btw...
i finally get to chat wif Wan..my msn buddy..haha
his cute n hav a HOT HOT body..haha..
n I also FINALLY FINALLY get to chat wif my crush on MSN..
he said ape mcm?haha..FYI its roy..klu tak tau sape takya kpo k..
lastly...i get to chat with My LOng TIme BRO HisHAm...MR step MACHo...haha..takla main2...die kutuk2 aku pun tapi die baik same goes to roy too..haha..
k watever..
well.. im really glad i get to chat with all three of them today..hehe..MISS you guyz...haha...
Not Forgetting AIRPORK too..
i chat wif her..haha..
normal stuff..
nonscence..but make sence to us onli haha..
maybe..MISS U TOO GAL!!
Btw airpork aka jiayi..
is the crazy gal who send me to sch so early in the morning bcuz she got nothing to do..n she stays in bt batok n im schling in simei..it reali tells wat a real fren she is..
THNKS LOTS!! LOVe ya...
toddles...
kinda hungry seh..it already 12.26am..haha
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:28 AM |
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Labels: shopping wif kak sya
Badges 3 For $ 5 @ Bugis streets
Esprit top...
Dhorthy Perkins Dress...Cute...
below pattern on the dress...LOve it...
SHOPPING WITH KAK SYA2 (Eldest Sis)
@ Bugis yesterday..
Chiristmas day...
We went out at about 5pm...
went to bugis street first...
my sis bought loads of stuff...
she bought a vest, cardigan, shorts n a bag at bugis streets...
i onli bought 3 bages at bugis street..
Then we were off to bugis junction..
went to Dhorthy Perkins..
she bought a jacket full of small little hearts..cute..
n got me a blue dress..
can't wait to wear it..hehe...
bought a black opaque panty hose for the dress..
after tat off to Esprit..
she bought a tshirt full of printing of angels n bought for me n my 2nd sis a cute top..
We were hungry didn't know where to eat so we went to Fish & Co.
her treat of course..haha
i tried Danish Fish N Chips n she tried the Prawm pasta
Both were YuMMyLIous...
the Fish was filled wif lots of mozarella chesse...
so it had the pizza effect..haha..
chesseyness...
We reach home before 12 ..
i tried on the dress n stockings..haha..
LOve it...
THnks Kak Sya!!!
Toddles....
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:28 PM |
Monday, December 24, 2007
hehe... Labels: dec holidays 2007
HOLIDAY la !!!!
abh tak tau enjoy ah...
yea i know i know its been awhile since i blogged..
well now i coulod juz for a while..
guess where i'm at..
SENTOSA beb..haha..
im at the SILOSO BEACH RESORT..
2 days 1 nite...
there is dinner n dance..haiwaiian dress code..
but it was reali boring..
there was lots of lucky draw, bingo ... most boring drinking contest...consist of beer..boring!
well... when we reach it took ages for us,all the family members well most, aunties and uncles, cousins, to get a room..when we finally got a room..we quuickly change into our swim suit and jumped in the pool..swam or let say float for abt an hour as we need to get ready for the DND by 6.30pm..
the DND ended at ard 11 pm...and most of us became hungry again..so the guys bought food..we ate at abt 2 am .. den me n my crazy cuzzie Fyqa played poker cards and since my sis brounght along the laptop we take turns to surf the net (eg. frenster, msn..) den wen the comp suddenly start lagging we stop n played poker wif my sis bf..till 7 n we change to get ready to go swimming again which it what i juz did juz now..the water was frrreaaaking ccoooollldd..so we sat at the side and chat awhile till the sunrise n we then we went swimming...we stop at ard 9 am.. we bath n now here i am infront of the laptop ..my crazy is fast aslp now..if im not wrong we have to check out by 12 pm..the others are having breakfast n some juz when swimming..haha...
overall i still hav fun here..get to hang out wif my cuzzies all thankz to my aunties..
i think im gona go hav a nap..or even panadol extra.. cuz my heads pumping..haha..
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 9:52 AM |
Saturday, November 24, 2007
SLEEPOVER AT SURAYYA's CRIB!! Labels: juz blogging .. sleepover at sue
Came Over Yesterday..
Meet Her n Her 2nd sis (tata or bibi, tats wat she call her sis by) @ Hougang ard 4 pm.. it was my 1st time in hougang.. nvr been there b4... followed her sis to the salon to trim her hair.. den we meet her fren FeZZa.. After tat we went back to her crib...
Surayya mom's out of the country..
so as wat they(meaning FA n Sue) wld say is 3H (Hurray!x2 Hantu) haha...
mepek.. so tat is partly the reason y im sleeping ovr.. CA1 - MP juz ended on thu.. so my mom didn't mind anyway it wasn't a school night...
She asked all 7 of us ( namely Fa, Fiza, Ain, Liz, idah, lyana n me ) to come slpovr her place..in the end only 2 of us showed up me n lyana.. but she didn't slpovr..BORING!!
but overall it was ok i had fun..
We had supper @ lik 3 am in the morning.. Macdonals la seh.. i had mac Spicy meal but for the 1st time couldn't finish the fries..haha..
We Woke up lik abt 11 pm juz now..
Believe it or not ..
WE WERE HUNGRY!!
haha..
so we snoop ard in the kitchen to find sumthing to cook..
we found squid, chicken breast, sausages, eggs, onions, chili padi ,same chili pepper n it states there extra hot so we decide to use it, oyster sause, n light n thick black sause i think..
The Cooking begins...
Ingredients..
CheF For the Day
Chef Surayya N Chef Syafa
both chef haven't bath still in baju tido...
Sue making the omlette wif chicken breast n sausages..
My Face Look So Stupid SIa...
Me making the SQUID wif sume black sausce n chilli..haha
OUr CreationS...
EAting TIme!!!
The Verdict is ...
RAbia says its nice..hehe
well,I like the omlette best but i like the sauce frm the squid...
i dun reali lik the squid as its lik jelly2..Iek!
we're going to watch enchanted later...wif Sue's Frens..
Toddles..
time to get ready late liao..
meeting at 4.30 pm now
still havent bath .. it already 3.30..
hahaha
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:59 PM |
Monday, November 12, 2007
Some photo's i took wif my hp's camera.. Labels: photos
i wana take up photography..
tat's y i lik to take this kinda pictures..
DO you Think I hav wat it takes?
hee..
Well..
The theme for the pictures below
is LIGHT.
Among the 3 photos of candles i like the below one best..
PIcture of a light bulb in Park ways girls Toilet..
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That's all..
hope u enjoy my photo's..
Toddles..
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:16 PM |
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
BORED in sch.. Labels: juz blogging sch
been a long time since i blog sia...
There is so many CApTURE MOMents tat Ive taken tis past few Wks
pictures of HARI RAYA..SAKEA SUSHI day Wif CUzZies, RAYA wif FRenZ..HAMMies..N my NEW hair cut!!! Hee...
I want to UPdate But nO internet At hm..BORINg..
BUT MR K Has aLREADY Send the COmp to my Hse..have not been setup yet..
this is the onli time i can Update My blog..which is in SCh..
now im having WIM lesson in the computer lab...
well...
What i spent on tis month..
i bought 2 boxshorts @ Dorthy
Shoe @ Kappa..ya ya i knw most of u hate the brand but the shoe is cute..hee..i bought a red one
i'll update the pic of the shoe when i can..haha
Slippers (REd) @ new urban male
Technics Beg (blue)@ beach Rd
Sea Horse Brooch@ Chomel 4 MOM n GRandma
Charmbraclet @ Chomel 4 Kak Sya Bday..
Cut My hair @ Jrg entertaiment..
tat's all...n now im kind low on cash..
need to SAVE MONEY!
haha..tat's all..
tomorrow HOliday!!! nO SCH..
HAPPY DEEPAVALI to anyone who CELEBRATE IT..
TOddLes...
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:21 PM |
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
FRIEND FOREVER?!? Labels: juz blogging
Friends are forever
that what they say..
but is it for real?
some may stay,
some just fade away..
no matter how close
they tend to just fade..
you bump to them on the street
they'll just smile,
if your luckly ..
u might juz get
a simple hello ..
and then a goodbye..
you'll feel like a stranger
to the person who
you used to called a friend..
toddles..
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:14 PM |
slake Labels: word of the day
Pronouce as SLAYK
Today's actual Word of The Day!!
(got it from the internet where else rite..haha)
1. To satisfy; to quench; to extinguish; as, to slake thirst.
2. To cause to lessen; to make less active or intense; to moderate; as, slaking his anger.
3. To cause (as lime) to heat and crumble by treatment with water.
haha...2nd wrd we learnt today..
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:07 PM |
solace Labels: word of the day
Pronunciation [sol-is]
(a word i learnt from my horoscope reading..it said seek solace today..n im lik wat the heck is solace?! so i check it on the internet..and this is wat i found abt the word)
"solace was Word of the Day on August 12,1999"
Noun
sol·ace·ment.
1.comfort in sorrow, misfortune, or trouble; alleviation of distress or discomfort.
2.something that gives comfort, consolation, or relief:
"The minister's visit was the dying man's only solace."
Verb(used with object)
sol·aced, sol·ac·ing, sol·ac·es
3.to comfort, console, or cheer
(a person, oneself, the heart, etc.).
4.to alleviate or relieve
(sorrow, distress, etc.).
[Middle English solas, from Old French, from Latin sōlācium, from sōlārī, to console.]
more words to be learn..
we learn new thing/wrd everyday...haha
redsummer's bleeding @ 3:01 PM |
Today is going to be the last post for tis mnth i guess.. Labels: juz blogging
bcuz sch is starting nxt wk n i still dun knw if i can fit into my sch uniform?!! haha..
Shit..i grow fatter during every holiday...
oh yah.. the thing abt tis is gona b the last post is bcuz as we all knw i dun hav internet access at my mom's place rite...
so tat's y..n i doubt tat i'm gona hav any more computer lessons in sch..the onli way i can use comp is come to my dad's where i am now or go to frens or cuzzie's place..
kinda troublesome as my sch is already far n i usually finish sch late..so kinda tiring..all i wana do aftr sch is go home..n it take me lik ard ~1 hr to reach hm..so yah..tat abt it...
well, i'm going back hm to my mom's place later...
i came here yesterday evening.. n slept over..duh!!..
haha..
hmm..watelse..oh yah..
Hari Raya is coming in a few days time on Saturday,13 Oct 2007..not to happy abt the raya tingy n abt the baju kurung also..haha..watever it is..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all..
Sorry for the things tat i said or done to any of u..
n to readers if i write anything that is disturbing to u im sorry
but i doubt so..hehe..
my sincere apologies since its gona be raya soon so why not yea..haha..and also sori for all the grammer mistakes n bad english..im juz too lazy to reread my post n edit it..it is wat it is u juz need to firgure out wat is suppose to be..haha.
so well..tat's all folks..haha
toddles..
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:43 PM |
Faux pas [French : faux, false + pas, step.] Labels: word of the day
(The word taken from a nick in MSN. ask him to explain..he did.. gd explanation but still check in out in the internet..heh..to know more..but i juz get wat he told me)
meaning a slip or blunder in etiquette, manners, or conduct; an embarrassing social blunder or indiscretion.~a social blunder.
1674, from Fr. "false step." The word faux by itself, with Fr. pronunciation, borrowed into Eng. 1980s to mean "fake."
learn something new everyday..even in msn chats..heh..
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:03 AM |
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Someone told me before tat SAOSIN is actually a wrd in chinese... Labels: juz blogging saosin
and i look the wrd up in the internet just now..
here's wat it said..
The band's name is derived from a Chinese proverb meaning
"small heart,"
And i also check hw the band name is being pronouce
SAOSIN is pronounced as: Say-O-Sin
as some people pronouce it as SAO-Sin(well i use to think tat it is being pronouse tat way,haha..n wen ppl as wat band im listening too n if its SAOSIN..i usually spell it out n not pronouse it..till tis day..hahaha)..
so wat they hey i was bored..so y not i juz check it out haha..
we learn something new everyday!!
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:44 PM |
SAOSIN LYRICS Labels: juz blogging lyrics
"Come Close"
(the song that is played in my blog..one of my fav from the band SOASIN)
(i oso lik seven yrs,finding home and your not alone)
Remind yourself
That they are the ones who will hold you still
My thoughts exploding in thousands of pieces (Thousands of pieces)
It looks so beautiful when, I know it's not love cause
I've been trying (As we are waiting)
I've been trying to let you know
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can be yourself again
When you notice yourself
as something more than just a reflection
you'll see (you'll see)
it's not me (it's not me)
I guess I'm trying to say,I know it's not love, but...
I've been trying (As we are waiting)
I've been trying to let you know
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can be yourself again
Now you've found love, it's shining through
Come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can show yourself
So come close, this is who we are
Come on, you can be yourself again
Come close, and I will carry you,
Come close, in my arms.
love this song....
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:08 PM |
Most Gals juz tend to forget their frens when a guy is involve. Labels: juz blogging feelings inside..
Something every gal can relate too..
i guess..
especially lonely gals lik me..
Family means THe WORLD to ME..
But friends too..especially my girlfriends..
they mean lot to me..
The thing about gals i hate most is when they start dating or meet some new guy..
i dun mind the dating n stuff..but sometimes they get too wrap up in it that they tend to forget their close gf that use to hang out wif n share "things" wif..
When they start to get clingy..even wen ur having a gal's day out...or juz hanging out..they'll start bringing their Boyfrens ard..i dun mind if the guys friendly or even if he isnt..not too often cuz galz juz wana hang out wif gal on a gal's day out..unless its lik outing wif frens of both sexes den u cld tag the guy along..n wen he isnt there during the gal's hang out all they wld talk abt is tat guy!!
at first ALL this seem lik no harm to any of ur frens..
But when it get out of hand...den it maybe..
especially wen all his frens gal frens become ur fren and all u wana do is hang out wif him..n u hav no time for your frens..it kinda lik not fair...Yeah life Unfair i Knw...but i juz wanted to write abt tis to let it out..
well...moving on...these gals should atleast make time for your ald frens...cuz they r the one's who is going to lend u a shoulder to cry on when he starts to hurt u or wen u need someone else to talk to abt ur relationship problems..gal's tend to forgive n forget abt their gal frens mistakes..but tink abt it the frens tat u r doing tis too will feel used but they'll still forgive u..
Sometimes it hurts juz to hav a fren who need u wen they r down n out but wen they're happy they juz forget all abt u..they onli kol u or ask u out wen their boyfrens bz ..but wen ur bored n lonely u ask them out mostly they'll reject cuz they juz bz wif stuff or doing it wif their bf...example wen u ask them out for a movie but they say they r watching it wif their bf n you can tag along if u wan...n they say it lik they dun wan u too tag along..
All i wanted to say is...after all tat happen after he hurts you and not wif u anymore..who will you run to n cry on? who? your GF's rite? so y do u need to put ur frens aside wen ur attached?..it dosen't sound fair to me..
haizz..
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:43 PM |
Friday, October 5, 2007
CAPTURED MOMENTS Labels: Captured moments-dad's birthday
4 October 2007
Dad's Birthday
Celebrated @ SEOUL GARDEN
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:33 AM |
Labels: juz blogging birthdays
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:30 AM |
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Labels: edited pics
i edited pictures of myself..
redsummer's bleeding @ 11:55 PM |
Labels: juz blogging RESULTS
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:15 PM |
1 Oct 2007 Labels: juz blogging birthdays
SuraYya's
18th Birthday party @ her place
Sengkang
Buka SteamBOat!! wOOhoo!!
YuMMy! YuMMy!
Fa didnt Come...without her our grp feels incomplete
Sue Blowing her 18 candles..
Top: Idah(PinkPooh), Ain (Debah), Liz(GreenCheese).
Bottom: SyaFa(me-Redsummer), Sue(Bday Gurl-WhiteStripes), Lyana(BrownCooKie).
Sue N Her 6yr peeps..
So Called Formal POse..heh..
So caLLed Fun Pose..
Me N Sue
I alwys FeeL pretty Ard HEr..:)
Lyana N me
She's Lik A n big SIS to me..
ME,Ain kecoh N ConFuse LIz
2 Oct 2007
CuzZie Zizi
7th Birthday @ her place
Chua Chu Kang
ToDdLes...
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:11 AM |
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
CUZZIE UNiteD once aGaIN... ToDdles... Labels: captured moments
BeSTie GF 18 B'DAy!!!
I Made NEW FRENZz AS WeLL..
AIN,WAN n NIA..
Had FUN!!
ThEy're CRAZy But SwEet!!
They SUrpIZe Gf Wif A B'DaY Cake Frm COffee BEan..
GF reALI dIDnt ExPect Tat..
ENJOY!!
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:21 AM |
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
true descriptions of zodiacsigns, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Labels: HOrOScOPIeE
[hee..got this at one of frenster's bulliten board]
since im a mixture of PISCES + TAURUS = TAURISCES[a fren gave me tis nick..heh]
PISCES - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable.(hehe am i?)
Intelligent.(OWw..dun knw abt tat one..)
Loves to joke.(yEah tat's me)
Very Good sense of humor.(reali?! i wld not say Vry but..im flattered..haha)
Energetic.(haha..depends on wat im doing)
Predict future.(huh?O_o)
GREAT kisser.(Try ME!!)
Always get what they want.(i dont alwys get wat i wan ok!)
Attractive.(am i?)
Easy going.(depends)
Loves being in long relationship.(long serious relationship mind u)
Talkative.(depends, but wen i start i cant stop!! haha)
Romantic.(yUpz)
TAURUS- The Cutie
Most Amazing kisser.(OUh yes...)
Very high appeal.( do i hav vry high APpeal to u?!)
Love is one of a kind. (hmm..dun get wat it means)
Very romantic.(Yes i Am..i guess..haha..)
Most caring person you will ever meet!(AaWw..sTop It..its Making me BLush!!)
Entirely creative.(I guess So..)
Extremely random and proud of it.(Yea Proud Of it beb..)
Freak. (I totally AgreE!! haha..Im a freakozoid!!HAHA)
Spontaneous.(MOst OF the TIme i Am..its FUN to b SponTANeous..rather than having things plan)
Great at telling Stories.(huh?wat STORIES!!)
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lightsout if it comes down to it.(Better WATCh OUt PpL!!)
Someone you should hold on to.(Yes U SHOULd..B MINe?!)
If you Agree OR disAgree on Sum of this juz Leave Me a CoMMent At my ShOutOut Box YEa?.. i Dun MINd..hehe...
redsummer's bleeding @ 3:17 AM |
Friday, September 21, 2007
Labels: juz blogging
im at dad's slept ovr..buka at his place yesterday wif my stepmom but my dad's not here..
i hav gd news n bad news..
i'll state the bad news 1st..
Our pearly white hammie,PUTIH, died few wks back..wat a sight to see..reali sad..my 2nd sis told me Putih was shivering,n said tat she has not been eating well, so i took Putih out of her cage..she can hardly move..i pet her back..suddenly she started chocking..i got scaed n put her down..she choke awhile n vomited blood n died...poor hammie..
i cried when i was claering the kitty litter in her cage..my 2nd sis bf buried her in front of our hse near our plants..
She'll be missed..
the called gd news is..
on 9 Sept 07 is my cousin engagement day..we all went over to her place n we all wore baju kurung..get to meet all my cousins n hav a feast.i hav pictures but i cant upload here dun knw y ..haiz..
10 sept 07 my business fundamentals mid yr exam..scary..but i give my best..
11 sept 07 my BELOVED MOM bday...my sisters bought her a gold MOtorola K1 ...not yet out in store's here..haha...u might tink gold's not ur colour but the fone looks slick..its not lik the MOTOROLA D&G gold..it looks even better..My mom treat us at SWENSONS..we had salad, 4 main Course n 1 spagettie..vry fulling...heh..
12 sept 07 Last Mid yr exam..LOgistic - core subject..vry hard..i juz cant find the answers in my head..stress..aniway tat day was a vry stressful day..but i wouldnt want to talk abt it..haha...i meet CT tat day to relief my stress..hehe...
13 sept 07 1st day of RAHMADAN n 1st DAy of HOLIDAY!!!
that all the update i have now...
NO plans for the holidays..so boring..
toddles..
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:44 AM |
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
IF i had one of my own a computer or a notebook...i definately can't live without. I love to update on my blog and add new captured moments to my frenster n my blog..Until my mom's house has a computer with internet access the only way i get to update my blog and the othr stuff is if i go to my dad's hse or a frens place or in sch...vry inconvience for me. And even when i get to use computer everyday in sch during some of my lesson sometimes the lecturer block our internet usage.I would appreciate so much if i won the Limited Edition Lenovo Y200 Winnie The Pooh Notebook. but i dun't think i'll win Cuz the Contest is only for ages 6-14 yrs old...darn It..ahakz...Sob Sob...hopefully one day i'll own my own NoteboOk or Laptop...haiz..dream on gurl.. toddles... Labels: i wan a lenovo notebook
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:33 AM |
Monday, August 6, 2007
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:41 PM |
LIke The arT worK at tHe BAck!!! Labels: juz picture blogging
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I WANA GO TO SINGFEST!!!! On the 9 Aug 07 CUz MXPx WILL bE In spore..n ALL tHE otHER grEaT baNDS..iF onLI i HAD 150 buCKS!! IT wOULD BE sO wortH IT iF I gET To GO...!!! hAIZZzzz Labels: i want to go to singfest
n Updates...2 NEW haMMIES Was BoRn Today!!!cuties...
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:08 PM |
Sunday, July 8, 2007
05 JULy 2007
TOh GUAn-My pLAce
AIS WeNT Over to MY place..
TAlk,LAugh..
Watch DVd..
deN felt AsLP ard 4 AM...
6 am WAKe UP..
AIsyah WENT home..
N meeT up AGaIn BUt at HEr pLAce To gO OUT
LACK OF SLEEP!!!!
CAPTURED MOMENT
06 JULy 2007
QUEENSWAY with AIS..
ME in MAc TOILet..haha..
KISS mE wiLL ya?
BUGIS
NEOPRINTS - BAd Day to Take NeoPrinT
aLL the PICs we TOok NOt NICE Sia..
OUT of THe 4 NEOPrINTS
I ONLY LIke THE one below
BUKIT BATOK-TOWERS
MeEt Up With CT
JUz HANG OuT
HAd TALks
LOTs of LAughTER..
LOTS of FUN..
something FUnny HAppeNed Too..
but its between ME n CT..
haha..tot..
GONa MIzz U CT...
TOday
08 JuLy 2007
LaSt daY of HOLIDay!!!
WHEn IS THe nExt HOliday CoMIng
LAzY To GO SCH!!!
TOo FAR..........HAIz
MIzz MY FReNS IN scH ThOUghT..
NVM la.. 2MOro can See THem
OVERaLL I LACK Of SLEEP
N I HAD A BORING HOLIDAY!!!
NOTHING MUCH HAPPEN!!
haiYA..SHITs..
BUT soME of the DAys tat I Go oUT i HAd FUn la..
but STIll..haizz..
HATE SCH..HATE OLVL!!
ITs IN greeN TO sUppORT LIVE EARTH
TOddleszz...
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Saturday, July 7, 2007
Take the Live Earth Pledge Labels: LIVE EARTH ...
On 7/7/07, two billion people will see the Live Earth concerts--and hear a call to action to end the climate crisis. It is the first moment in history that so much of humankind has focused, together, on how to confront this threat. To succeed, this moment must become an unstoppable global movement.
The first step is for millions of people worldwide to take the Live Earth Pledge--a commitment to stop climate change by acting in every part of our lives, from our own homes to our political systems. If enough of us pledge action, we will have the numbers we need to reverse the climate crisis and preserve the planet for future generations.
I hereby add my name to the Live Earth Pledge. I will take action in my own life, my country, and the world to help end the climate crisis.
CLICK HERE to read the full pledge.
Sign the Pledge
go t0 -->
http://www.avaaz.org/en/climate_pledge/tf.php
LIVE EARTH TODAY!!
WEAR GREEN!!!
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:26 PM |
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Try IT..hehe Labels: horoscope
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:23 AM |
Labels: juz for fun
- Get Your Own
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:17 AM |
Monday, July 2, 2007
Labels: 40 yrs OF NS..blogging
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:34 PM |
Saturday, June 30, 2007
UPDATES!!! Labels: updates..photos n more...
Captured MoMeNts
Tuesday, 19 JuNE 2007
Stock Take @ Giant IMM
Frm 10pm - 8 am
Jin Rong , Aisyah & Me
During our 30 mins break ard 3 am
the person in green is one of their staff , Fitri
Friday, 22 JuNe 2007
Class BBQ @ Pasir Ris
Pit 11 Area 1
starts at 5..we reach there ard 7 plus
not many were present..
To PpL who didnt turn up
u miss ALVIN's sambal sting ray..So Delicious!!!
Aisyah was there too..
Took a picture with Liz b4 she goes off meeting her BF..
Sue, Fateha & ME
Standing ard nothing to do
taken by Hady..
Ain , SUe & me plan an advance bday surprise for Fateha below..
Her Bday is on the 26 June 07 so we tought y not we celebrate on tat day as well..
hehe..
HAPpY 19 Birthday !!!
ard 2 am (i think) @ Mac Downtown east
BOred 2 the MaxXx..
DuN kNw wAd to doo..!!!
takend by Surayya..
In the Toilet
Pretty Sue & Ugly Me...
Taking PIctures FOr FuN..
here's another photo taken for fun
ME...
LOves My StAr Pendent...
Better With or WIth oUT hairClips??!!
When Ais is BOred..
Ais Stands in the mIddLE of the ROAd @ 4 in the morning..
n make sILLy actions..
Me again
@ a Playground near White sands
ard 5 am
SuNday, 27 June 2007
In The Van
On the way to Wak Ijah's place in Yishun
CuZzIe FyqA N Me
i DUn knw wat the hell she's POinting at !?!
CuZzie NaBIL..
he lOoks Lonely so we asKed him to join us...
haha..
CraZy CUzZies..
CuZzie NaziRul..
HaPpyLy SittIng Alone WIf A BAg Of CHeese BALLs.. 
Outside Aunt's house
Cat Wit eyes tat miGht KiLL...
Tuesday, 26 JuNe 2007
A baby HaMMie was Born...
Given birth By my Fav HamMie..
Thursday, 28 JuNe 2007
@ Bukit batok after having LUnch
With MY gF Ct n Her cUzZie Faizah...
Ct Got MAke oVer By Brian..
MAkeup Lesson 101..
Make over DOne..
SO wat u Tink ?
Pretty rite..with or without make u'll alwys look pretty gal..
Ct, Her cuZzie FaizAh n Me
After the meet up wif ct..went to meet ais to go orchard..
send her Hp for repairing @ Nokia
den went Shopping..bought new shoes n tshirt @ dorithy
cant stop thing of the cute guy wrking at coffee bean @ BORDERS..haha
he's chubby..cute n handsome...haizz...
hope to see him again on mon wen we collect ais hp..
Friday, 29 JuNe 2007
@ Busu new House in CCK
went there wif MOM on her off day
CuzZie Myra, Hana N ZiZi
cheeKy Zizi..
wan the cam all to herself..
Wat tat on Hana's HAnd?!
CUzZie Myra..
Hope u guys enjoy my Photo's!!!hehe...
redsummer's bleeding @ 4:10 PM |
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Labels: pictures of hammies
RANDOM CUTE PICTURES OF MY HAMMIES!!!
redsummer's bleeding @ 9:43 AM |
since my english nor my mly is good..im not gona write tat much anymore...my blog is juz gona be filled wif full of pictures n video...hehe...im at my dad's n holiday for me has juz started cuz i started sch in april..so my holiday starts late..hehe...and i already use up lots of $$$..cuz on thu last wk i wen shopping wif aisyah aftr sch at MARINA SQUARE...haha...we finish sch early tat day..so y not shop..i bought tis cute denim shorts at Dhorty Perkins..haha..cost me 49 bucks nearly put a hole in my pocket..n finally they have a red sleveeless top.so i bought tat too together cost me 62 bucks..woohh...haha,if onli i was rich..hmpz...well keep dreaming syafa..haha,i cld shop all i want...shop till i drop...hehe Labels: juz blogging
cant wait to for tis fri as my class has organised a bbq pit for us to gather..ya ya watever...haha...im gona take loads of pics on tat day hopefully my batt dosent go flat so fast..haha..
Updates on HAMMies..they r as cute as ever now...i got their pics...haha...they r not fighting anymore..hahha..
TOddles...
PS: hopefully the photographer put the pictures wif me in it in the papers...hahah..
redsummer's bleeding @ 9:12 AM |
Labels: cool pic
COOL RITE?..haha..if ONLI i Can Print This..so we COUld paste it in our room..
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:56 AM |
Labels: pictures
SISTERLy LOVE
redsummer's bleeding @ 6:38 AM |
Labels: pictures
PICTUERS of mY CLASS MATES
AND
THE CRazZeE GALz I HANg OUT wIF
redsummer's bleeding @ 6:13 AM |
Here COMES the NEW spideyWOMEN VEdio..hahaha
TWO SPIDEY LOST IN TOYS R US!!!
Labels: video
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:08 AM |
Friday, June 8, 2007
oUR CA said we didnt hav BFd for two wks so yesterday we get to go Home At 12 Instead of 3...i Had LUnch Wif FATEHA, SUE,LIZ N AIN...hehe..wat a crazy bunch..mizz going out wif a bunch Of crazy frens of mine ppl lik Nad n Fyda..miss THem..but now i HAve LIz n Fateha n gang...hahaha....i HAven Upload the Video ..we have too spidey Women in the gang ..n their a video ... lets hope we're going out together again soon..hehe Labels: juz blogging in sch
N updates on mY hammies!!! They're ok now..2 of them are living on thier own in a cage..n the others are living in pairs...making thier own babies..hahaha..cute.!!!
Toddles....:P
redsummer's bleeding @ 10:48 AM |
Monday, June 4, 2007
2 of my hammie is sick sia....they got pus on their stamoch n they r lossing thier fur cuz they keep straching at the part where the pus is....poor thing....dunn knw when my sis will bring them to the vet...i dun wan them to die or suffer..i wan them to be healthy n well...hopefully they wld be ok soon... Labels: juz blogging in sch
LOve u haMMies...MuaX!!
Toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 11:22 AM |
actuali i got load to post about haha..here goes...well ive been contacting tis guy name Fadly...n i finaly meet him last fri we hang out til late we were juz chit chatting...his my new guy best fren..haha...i named him cutezy n he named me swittee...cute rite..but there's a catch..he has a gf..haha...well i dun care..we're juz frens anyways..haha.. Labels: juz happily blogging
and im so happy yesterday cuz..i got to make a new fren..his name is ZhiWei..his kinda cute la..haha..he rocks..cool Chi guy apart frm my ehem2 haha...his actuali cutezy's camp buddy..i was MSNing n talking on the fone wif cutezy last nite while he is at camp..n tis zhi wei say me pic..he gave a compliment..hehe...den the next thing i knew someone add me to thier MSN n gave me a msg HI FADLY'S BABY..haha...im lik who r u..im his fren the one beside him...u said u wana make frens..haha..i was soo happy he made my day..he say he wana ask me out one day..hahaha...crazy ah me..dun knw y i lik chi guys too... :P.happy happy happy.. he gave me his number..hehehe...
hmpz.. it been a long time too since i write my own strange poetry rite...no inspiration ah now..haha ceh!!
but i got sum tat i written dwn in my book...but not for sharing..haha
n cutezy cant wait to hang out wif u again yah!!:p
tat all...hehe
toddles...:P
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:25 AM |
Wat a life...fucking bored sia..juz done 3 pathetic slides for my OFA power point project..i guess every onli nearly fisnishing their's...well, as u all knw its been a long long long time since ive blogged..cuz i dun hav comp at home..i can onli do ot at my dad's or OFA lesson..haha Labels: juz blogging
I slept at my dad's yesterday cuz i hav no plans for sat..sad but true..so i decided to come here..juz me n my dad..we had lunch at LOt 1 juz now n i bum into Mrs dav n Her baby boi..all grown up...onli 1yrs old but look lik 2 or 3 yrs old..he so adorable sia..i get to hug Mrs Dav i miss her so dearly..Mr's dav is my sec sch teacher she has been my form teacher since sec 1 but sec 5 she didnt take us as she was on martanity leave..did i spell it rite?haha..well anyway,i use to gave her load of probs...but now im a good gal..haha
hopefully i have sumthing to do next weekend..i knw i knw i should hav use the time to study for o's...i can't study alone ah...i get bored easily n i wont concentrate i need ppl ard me..but juz dun disturb me...funny rite but tat's hw i study..but ive been reviceing for my sci..haha..i still got math n eng...haha...i cant do math ah..haizz...eng i tink still hav hope but i haven't been reading...i got no time sia...well, i guess tat's wat i think..haha...cuz i have BFD LSM n OFA project den hav to study for o's..my head hurts sia..can't think which to do lik there is to many to do at such short period...PLS SOMEONE HELP ME I'M DYING HERE IN FRONT OR YOU...(its frm a song ah..haha)
I guess u've been wondering wats up wif the Make Poverty History..Im hooked man..
u guys should read up abt poverty c the ppl suffering especailly the children, they reali need all our help to make thier lives better.. even though we couldn't wipe out poverty but we cld help reduce it by donating to them n supporting the campaign..trust me its a good thing..we live such comfortable life..its not fair tat they suffer..those ppl need a chance to..those kids im sure they hav dreams tat they wan to live up to rite? by helping reduce poverty it actuali rise their standard of living...but there will still poverty but it wld be reduce rite n maybe slowly but surely not tat many ppl are in poverty..so do ur part ppl JOIN THE ORGANISATIONS THAT WANT TO HELP MAKE POVERTY HISTORY!! WEAR A WHITE BAND TO SHOW UR SUPPORT N SPREAD THE WORD!
MAKE POVERTY HISTORY!!!!
toddles ppl.. SHOW UR LOVE TO PPL ARD U!! :P
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:57 AM |
Sunday, June 3, 2007
HELP MAKE POVERTY HISTORY!!! HELP THE PEOPLE AND ESPECIALLY THE CHILDRENS!! SUPPORT BY WEARING A WHITE BAND.. JOIN THE ONE CAMPAIGN.. For more information about poverty go to these website.. ->http://www.fightpoverty.mmbrico.com/facts/africa.html ->http://www.one.org/takeaction ->makepovertyhistory.org Labels: Make Poverty History
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:13 PM |
And we also just added a new member to the Hammies Family[Mon, 28 May 07]..
This Adorable, Cute Pearl White Hamster...
BUT!!! it didnt get a warm welcome from the other Hammies..
especially the Mummy Hammie (below)..
Mummy hammie scare the white hammie n wanted to beat it..
i think bcuz she feel threathen by it..POor White HAmmie..
and sum HammiesJuz wana play wif it..i mean hav sex..
cuz its a female hammie..she's juz few weeks old..
the other's r male except the mummy n there 1mnth old..
Now she's living with one of the hammie tat she gets along wif in another cage..
cute Couple..haha...
ON Tue, 29 May 07...
My 1sT Sis Bought 2 New Cages the Two small ones below..
the White hammie is living in the yellow cage...
See Below its SLeeping comfortably in its NEw home...hehe
On Wed, 30 May 07...
Tragic sad story :`(!!!!!
My 1st sis gave away the hammie below...
the last picture of it b4 its departure
i kiss it a few times b4 giving it away...
i told the hammie b4 it goes tat to bite the new owner if it dosent feed or clean or play wif it...
so sad to c it go..the owner bought a big cage for juz one hamster..stupid ass!!!!
i'm still angry at my sis for giving the hammie away!!! miss it..
now it cannot be wif its family..
and the picture below is the hammie that my sis gave away wif its best fren in the cage...
they lik to play wif each other n bully the others..cuz both of them are bigger than their sibilngs
haiz....now both r lonely..
We're suppose to have 7 hammies Now plus the New hammie...
But we still ended up wif 6 Hammies..
I STILL LOVE THEM ALL LOAD!!!!!
TOddles....MUaxx!!
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redsummer's bleeding @ 8:15 AM |
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Labels: juz blogging
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:13 PM |
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Suppose to meet CT today...but somethings juz got mess up.. i got angry n cancel the date...haiz...but i do wan to meet her but my anger get the best of me....SORI gaL fren...its my fault too k...mizz Ya lots....anyway who's tat guy wif u ? the guy u lik eh? well his cUtE!!!!hehe..haha..MIzz u alots n lots ..hope u forgive me cuz i forgive u k...well now im at my cuzZie's hse...cuz i need to auter my jeans n sch pants...cause me Lik 20 bucks Total sia...but the aunt vry good ah...i go other place dey dun do gd lik she does but herr's costly ah..haha...well im meeting ais to go shopping tomorow...n meeting jia yi n maybe claud too aftr tat...cuz i so long nver meet them..miz them too..especialy jia yi!!!hehe...ANd ya lAstly My Hamster HAv BaBIES!!!!!!!hahah...so cute......hehehe... Labels: juz blogging
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 10:24 AM |
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Labels: juz blogging
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:15 AM |
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
im really bored...its my 3rd day of sch...and i onli made 1 fren in my class..haizz...bored...im juz not good at making new frens..i guess they all scard of me cuz i nvr smile tat much..haha...muthafuck!!!..and they all made frens with eacher already..no body wana talk to me..im a shy person but they dun knw cuz of my ugly n rough exterior sia..haizz...n im not pretty lik the other gals in class..cuz im tat kinda person who goes to sch n dun care if her hair is messy n her face looks lik she juz woke up..n gals in the sch wears make up n do their hair..i couldnt bother less sia..i only dress up wen im going out ...bbut to sch nah...haizz...n i still havent get my uniform sia..im so stress up abt sch n frens..haizz..life wont get any better for me i guess...and there is so many mlys in the sch..i rather my sch got a lot of chi so i wont be too stressful..i do lik having frens who is mly la im not a racist..but too many mly in one sch..no way man..im gona die in tis sch sia..i wont survive...haizz...HELP anybody?! Labels: juz blogging in sch
bye ppl
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:46 PM |
Thursday, April 12, 2007
hehe..i reali reali lik my new blogskin n my new tagboard..hehe..love everything new about my new blog yea!!..well,Now im satisfied..haha... Labels: juz blogging
but the thing is now i still dun hav anything to wear on the 1st day of sch which is in a few days sia..i wont be caught dead wearing my old sch uniform.. i dun even knw where it is sia..haiz..
i guess u all knw im at my dad's place again...got nothing to do at mom's house except play wif the hamsters..i feed them juz knw b4 i went out...the hamsters are so adoreable sia..lik playing with them especially feeding them the look so darn cute..haha
hopefully i make more frens who's going to ite simei as well b4 sch starts n hopefully they dun hav uniform too..hahaha...crazy..
toddles....
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:36 AM |
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
gone shopping again Labels: thoughts and feelings..writings
to ease the pain tat u cost me
to u its a waste of money
but tat's the way i do it
retail therapy..
im a gal remember..
bcuz wen i shop i can get the things tat i want
even when i dont need it
but atleast tat thing wont reject me
the way u do..
if u could be bought ,
i'll buy u..at any cost..
watever it takes to get u
but love cannot be bought..
even if u hav a million or billion dollar..
u can't buy love..
even if u could buy love..
it wouldn't be true..
as it has to come from both parties..
not juz one..
or it will be unrequieted love..
i stuff myself wif food again today
even though it taste bad..
but no matter how much i stuff myself..
i dun feel full..
i dun feel hungry either..
it juz helps to kill time
and in some ways helps to fill in the space inside of me
but it last only for awhile so i keep eating..
tat's how i get high n lose my self
i've been crying myself to sleep
everynight aftr u left me hanging tat day..
all our memories together keep playing in my mind
the sweet ones always made me smile
but wen the bitter one comes
tat's went i start crying..
i juz cant erase the memory of u and me away..
its so hard too..
everynight i think of u..
i dun knw if im still in love
or am i juz crazy
cuz i hate u more than ever now..
title : things gals do to ease the pain
by : redsummer
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:39 AM |
Monday, April 9, 2007
Updates!! Labels: my saturday
7/04/07-Long BuT fun Saturday!! Woke Up at Ard 9 am..bath N get ready to go out Hav BreakFast wIf Ais @ Burger KIng..den went to pay my Olvl fees which Cost me 311 bucks!! and Now im Kinda Broke! hopefully dad pay me up ASAP sia..ok moving on..after tat went home..took another bath n went out wif my sis..we're getting our new haircuts @ expect studio..woo..love it wen they wash my hair..[so ive lik wash my hair 3 times tat day]haha..eventhough both of us got 20% discount each it still cost us 36 bucks..gosh..n it let a bigger hole in my wallet..as i had to pay for my sis 1st..so 36 x 2 ..u calculate yah..haiz..but nvm she's gona pay me back aftr she gets her pay..
After tat i went Out wit C.t ...went to Bugis street...she wana go get her sch shoes n beg..we got great bargen for her..hehe..i finally bought my fred perry beg tat ive been wanting even thought i was broke tat day..haha..we took neoprints to gether..2 times..so it cost us each 10 bucks..we alwys have so much fun wen we go out..so much laughter my stamoch hurts..haha..
c.t had to reach home by 10+ so ..i meet up wif ais again after her family dinner...took more neoprints ..another 10 bucks gone..den we watch midnight movie [ the hitcher] ..it was ok la..reach home @ abt 2 am..play wit the two Cute HAmster's,had to wash their exercrise wheel cuz they keep peeing on it..how do i stop them?! heLp!!
well tat was my whole saturday..
today- juz went over to my dad's place in yew tee.. im not wrking any more kinda bored at home..still need uniform for monday..haiz..at least at my dad's i cld use the internet yah..haiz..bored..going home soon...
toddles....
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:07 PM |
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Labels: updates ..
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:31 AM |
CAPTURED MOMENTS with.. Labels: captured moment wif wrk mates...
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:05 AM |
Sunday, April 1, 2007
its been awhile since i write in my blog...cuz ive gotten so fustrated tat i cannot upload pics on to my blog..But now CAn already so Happy.. i got lots of pics...pics of wat i bought in the month of march n pics of me hangin g out wif fews Of My gaL freNz....Btw the way i bought the red slippers tat i ve been wanting..the red one in new urban male havanese slippers dun hav already..but luckly in project shop hav..n its much more cheaper..and equally nice..and cheaper too Labels: captured moments..march
redsummer's bleeding @ 11:17 AM |
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I STiLL caNNot UplOad Pictures In m bLog I dun Knw whY...Got alot..I Onli put sOme in frenster..Go see http://www.friendster.com/redstarangel otey? add me in frenster as well.. Labels: captured moments
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:25 AM |
Monday, March 19, 2007
tired of tis game of love Labels: random feelings
i've suffered enough bcuz of it
i cant take the pain anymore
so wld u juz stop it!
stop playing wif my fregile heart
cuz my emotions cant stand it no more
all the lonely nights crying:till my tears dry up
i hav no more tears left for u..
so leave me n never come back
or mend my broken heart
n ill forgive u for this pain u cause me..
i rather u dun come back
juz vanished away in thin air
lik smoke from a cigarette..
den the rest is up to me..
to erase the memory of u
it's hard but i'll try my best
and i'll nvr fall in love again
untill i'm sure tat persons the one
it's already been 2 yrs of being single
but it feels lik ur still left in my soul
im still trying to forget u
but its hard to.
even thought for u its easy as u hav found someone new
but for me it's hard
as i take every relationship seriously
TITLE: UR STILL HERE..
by:REDSUMMER
haha..wat ever la..its juz some random feelings i hav in me..juz wana put it out there u knw..juz hard to keep things lock in me..need to take in out..so i take it out in my writings..i love all my writings even thought its bad..or has bad grammer..hehe..cuz every single one of them is special n means something to me..hope u made one of it urs to..
there a book called 'hell with love'[poems to mend a broken heart]
i tink the book is good and i lik sum of the poems inside maybe one day if not lazy i'll pusblish them..hehe
tat's all..hope u lik it
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 10:04 AM |
Saturday, March 17, 2007
YESTERDAY.. Labels: neoprints
MY WORK MATES N ME WENT OUT..
WATCH MOVIE [the "haunted school"..which is not scary at all]...n we took NEO PRINTS.haha
redsummer[me]..april,evon and madeline
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:27 AM |
Thursday, March 15, 2007
remember I said i havn't c wat they gav me..my wrk mate...its the eyor soft toy...so cute...hehe...thnks again...lov it...its the tought tat counts rite...reali not expecting it...lov ya all...hehe..MuacKz!!! Labels: random toughts
i tink i hav another poetry coming up..hehe...
here goes...hehe...'
title at the end of poetry k...
sadness and dispair,
hurt and anger...
has been cleared away frm ones broken soul
hw u may ask..
hw could such emotions can be easily gone for ones soul..
well..the answer is clear tat
one soul couldn't be fully recovered juz lik tat
bits and pieces of it still remains in me
but not spoken if it anymore
all is left behind; an old memory tuck away
deep in my soul; hidden and locked
never to be open again..
as a new chapter is to be unfold
in tis sad novel written by me...
hopefully..
a new chapter full of love n advanture
not a single wrd written of the darkness within..
as my senses are telling me tat something good is going to happen..
an most of it already did..
TITLE : LOCKED AWAY OLD MEMORIES
BY: REDSUMMER
-END-
so keep reading each new chapter of my life in my blog yah..hehe...
GiMme TheM SHoutOuTz yah..
Toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 12:27 PM |
hahaha...today in the morniong my wrk mates evon april joyce and madelin gave me two gift sia...so happy..thnks u guys.. i onli open one its the necklace tat i wanted..the other onw havent open et..wonder wat's inside..haha...thnks alot ya...u guys made my day..hahah...didnt expect to get gift frm u all..gona miss u all wen we stop wrking liao... Labels: gift frm mates
kla gtg...
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:24 AM |
Monday, March 12, 2007
my birthday was ok.. Labels: birthday gift
my aunt was the 1st to wish me..n she gave me money!!!haha
my mom gave me the new adidas watch in red...
my 2nd sis who i tot juz gona give me tat blouse..,she bought me a delisious cake n gave me the old model of the adidas watch in yellow...so now i hav two adidas watch..yeah!! haha..
my dad gave me money as well cuz i dun knw wat to ask frm him tis yr..
for the 1st time in a long long long time...both my parents wen out wif me on my birthday..it's feels kinda ackward n wierd for me...i tink for my mom n dad too...i dun tink my mom reali wanted to go eat wif my dad...if ur wondering y its ackward..it bcuz my parents are divorce...there was alot of ackward silence...but im still kinda happy tat on my b'day we go out together for dinner..
and i'm happy too bcuz ppl who i dun expect to remember my bday or even bother to wish me at all did tis yr..so glad siak..hehe ..still the best gift is tix to see ELECTRICO
im 18 lioa...yeAH...legal age...
toddles...
redsummer's bleeding @ 9:05 AM |
Saturday, March 10, 2007
words sumtimes juz dun make any sense...
u dun undersatnd wats the person trying to say to u
cuZ words suddenly hav no meaning..
wat ever the person is saying juz come out as bla bla bla to u
and u keep replying them "i don't understand wat your saying?"
or "ur wrds hav no meaing..wat r u saying?'
and they wld juz look at u blurly..
and u juz shut ur self off..
cuz one tat dosen't make sense to u
shldn't make any sense at all..
and u don't want to hear anyone babble..
cuz it hurts ur brain n its a pain to hear
lik a scraching sound wen long finger nails run through a black board..
u juz wana shout SHUT UP!!
but the person couldn't hear u
its keep babbling away...
u close ur ears and started screaming ur heart out..
yet no one can hear u but ur self..
no one paid any attention to ur scream
and u tink to urself..
r u even there?
r u even present at tat moment?
so y can't anyone hear my screams?!
u become confuse..
ur head starts spinning ..
ur visions become blur..
and wen u wake up ur in another world..
juz u alone..in the dark..
juz a small light..
u walk closer to the light..
but it's still so far a way..
u start running after the light..
u dun wan to stay in the dark..so u keep running
but its nvr ending...
so wen do u give up?
do u juz give in and stay in the dark..?!
or do u runing aftr the light ? lik running to the end of the tunnel..but u dun knw where tis one end..nor do u knw if it even hav an ending..
so wat do u do?
TITLE: ITZ JUZ IN THE HEAD OR NOT?!
BY: REDSUMMER
-End-
i dun knw wat to name tis poetry...i wrote it my self of course..make it ur own n tell me wat u tink my writing abt...i guess tis is juz the begining of my poetry writing..or maybe i shall call it..STRANGE writings..cuz i dun knw if its reali poetry im writing..
toddles....
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:25 AM |
More caPtuRed MomEntS Frm The ConCert..after The conCert la.. 
shut ur GAP..haha
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:45 AM |
inspired By mY fren Poetry so I wana Write mY own..i do write but i dun knw its wat i write is poetry to u anot la...i got a book which i write poetry in...but Its keEp aWay nOt for ANy one TO see..hehe Labels: Poetry
i got Two pOetry at hand Now .. tat I created On My own...Hope U can appreCiatE IT..
1ST POETRY is caLLed
TITLE:How COuLd i ?
BY : REDSUMMER
One ONly Write PoEtry wHen
one iS sAd and DespaIr
Tears oF anGer BursTinG out
bUt yet In Ones heAd,
WordS are ForMIng iNtO sentences
and SentenCes IntO pOeTry
That's WHen ..
One Pen DowN One's ThoUghTs
To Mend One's BrokeN SouL..
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its kinda shOrt But I lIke It...the poetry is abt me.. I caN oNly write PoetRy wen im angry or hurt inside..i nvr before Write any happy one..haha..i tin k Poetry to me its About One's fragile heart...abt feeling inside..and tat how the writer tells the reader wat's his/her feeling...and the only way the reader can under stand is wen the reader reads it with his/her heart n put his/her feelins/experience in it toO..wen u Do tis wen U kNw hw WonderFuL the poEm is...
2Nd poem Is caLLed
TITLE:Red Days and Black Nights...
BY:REDSUMMER
red days
the bright yellow sun lits up the day
when it shines to brightly
our vision's gets blury
in a daze...
all u can see is
the colour red....
black nights
the moon lits up bits of the night
cold and silent nights
make u feel lonely n scard
walking alone on the road home
in your eyes..
all u can see is
the colour black...
-END-
tis Poem is actuali To explaIn to U reaDERS abt The name Of my blOg...the reasOns y i call it red days n black nights...hope u lik tis one too...Post me Ur CommeNts abt mY PoeTry In My sHouTouT coLum wiLL ya?..teLl me wat u tink i wld appreciate any coMments tat u Give abT my poeM k?..thNks..
RemeMber to gIve Me Them ShoUtOutz!!!
ToddLes...
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:17 AM |
Friday, March 9, 2007
I scream by taking back sundayy (not THE BAND)[A FREN of Mine]
Another long pause since my last visit Have you missed me? Have you missed the inspirations i got from this bore i call life? Well here i am, back again Writing abt nothing and not knowing its purpose
My heart beats even faster with this thought Of just writing pure nonsense Well here i am, back again.. It begins.
The slew of my wantings; the wish I want anew. But to whom i pray and dream My askings are not worthy of an answer
So i scream my silent wail To my own ears and to none other My smile is a scream, yes i scream But you cannot hear.
My wish i wish is absurd but nonetheless Still a wish, born out of a better dream To become not me but someone other For my own personal gain Does my happiness not count?
So still i scream my silent scream For my ears to hear And now you look and see and try to hear My smile. A scream.. Its there.
i took it frm a fren i kinda lik it..read n understand it urself make it urs..den u'll knw wat's the writer writting..beauty of poetry..
redsummer's bleeding @ 8:55 AM |
I eaT Ban MiaN n DrinK BuBBLe For Lunch ..YuMMy!!!mY 2nD BIG SIS bOUgHT 4 mE..YA iM WRKING WIF MY 2nd Sis @ mOtoRoLa cOmpaNy...ShPTIng DepartMeNt..Im doIng FiLLing..aNyWaYz my sis BouGht me aN advance B'daY gift as weLL..she Bought Me a Brown Blouse..Nice..I Like The butterFly In the Middle...Its Not Yet My bdaY yet I already Got To Gifts Frm Both mY sIs...Thnkz Both of U....!!! I lIke Both gifts..can't wait To wear it..BUt dun knw wat Shoe tat I Hav SUits it...hmm..Maybe I'LL get PuMps...haha...
Can't waIT for mY MOm's Gift...she said she's Gona Buy me watCh Of my chOice..i wan The New addidas Watch...and she said Ok...but duN knw wen she Gona buY it or iF she eveN remebER tAT SHE WaNtED to buy me A watch..haha...for My freNs them To reMember mY bday n wish me..wLd me the Best prEseNt they Cld Give me....[but i dun mind dey wana get me sumting it wld be even better..hahahah]..cheeky me...
weLL.. I gUeSs noW iTS bACk tO Wrk...CYa bEBz...
redsummer's bleeding @ 7:09 AM |
Thursday, March 8, 2007
i've juz accepT the course for My application to Ite semei..haiz..kinda scard...u knw the feeling of going to a neW SchooL n new SituaTion...need To mAke New Frenz AGain..it scares me...cuz My 1st tIme Going tO my SecondAry was'Nt a pleaSEnt memory....hOpe It dOsen'T haPPen in iTe ....
Well...can't wAIt To gO Out TodaY aFTer Wrk...HAha...wana Do suM shOPpIng if There's TiMe or Else Juz hanG oUt wiF mY freNz...goIng Wif AIs n ShiMa today...SimpLy caNt waIt...haha....
And HopefuLLy Im GoIng out wiF CT On saT i wana Get thoese Red SLipPers FrM urBAn New MeN / MaLe dun remember...haha...I stiLL hav loTs of Other Things To buY on mY shOpPing List!!hehe.. ;p
i WaNa get tis beg At far East Its Vry OLd ScH kInda beg..its a leather sLing Bag...Cost 42.90 bucks..hOpefully the beg Is stilL there cuz I saw the Beg On display at tis cooL shop tat sell lots Of thing..I WaNA get Hi cuT sHoes ..dun knw WaNa get the black Levis one Or the ConverSe one...n Go cLothes sHoPpINg too..haha...watelse there's some More..Dun remember Wat ...haha...
Kla tat ALL...Pray Tat I wonT get EateN up On The 1st day oF sch....hahaha....
FeELing Kinda PurpleLy ToDAy..
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:18 AM |
HaIz....i got In to sch Of my 1st choice semei ite..not happY i waNa go poly sia...den sumOre the gaL i hate n i tot i Nvr see again after SEC sch gOt in the same sch as me!! thiNgs juz getting Worst..haiz...1stly the fact tat i Dun eVen wana Go iTe[but i hav Too]...2ndly Becuz mY cLOsE fren Got In to a dIffeRent sCH...i waNa be iN the saMe sch as Her...haizz...3Rdly tat *#$#%# got In the Same !@#@!# sch as me...haV to see Her !@#% faCe agaIN...haiz..
i Guess I shld Count My blessIng huh?..Luckly sHe's Not in the Same COurse...haha..N hopefullY our Timeing r Diff so i duN hav tO go To scH wif her...hahha..N i'm luckly enOught tat i Hav another Fren tat im close wif In taT sch..hahaha....haiz...i dun wan tis to spOil my 2 yrs In Ite....
but I'M stIL FusTraTed By It....Wat to do...Life's Lik Tat[Ms Lee-my Math teacHer LIke to say]hahaha....
WATEVER LA!!!HAIZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
redsummer's bleeding @ 1:01 AM |
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Presenting.... ELECTRICO.. opening band for the nite.. shots of the band..MostLY DAV hehe..
redsummer's bleeding @ 5:52 AM |
Labels: ELECTRICO-Live in a new wave
DavId-..HOt!! aNd DesMond -he so CUTE!!!
after the show me N dav TooK A shot Together!!!HOt rite ?!!!!
ELECTRICO Rockz!!!!
redsummer's bleeding @ 2:35 AM |
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
redsummer's bleeding @ 10:27 AM |
Monday, March 5, 2007
u might be wondering wat is juz open today...hahaha..my blog la wat else..hahaha...i got lots to write but not now..im wrking...so happy april help me do the theme for my blog...so nice..okla..not super nice but nice..cuz its red n black..hahhahaha..lame..kla going to lunch in Awhile..next time there will be more posting aite..so read on..i'll be uploading pics soon k..coming soon..juz wait n u'll see wat i got instore yah..till next time bebs...toddles... Labels: FirSt
redsummer's bleeding @ 11:30 AM |
